It Is My Bad And Will Always Be

Been lying for so many years 

Don't get how I truly feel

I found it better if I just stayed silent

That way I can't get attached

Because if I ever did

I ended up sad

In a way which is always my bad

Even when I tried, it always failed

I got attached even way

And fell apart when you up and left

I understand it was not your  fault

The blame rests on me

It had to be done but I just chose wrong

And now I lost you and I am unable to return

The way that I hurt you