More hated than Hitler

Chapter 30



Natsumi replies to him :"I understand now. I also finally remembered that I accepted death at that time, at the void."

Light replies to her :"It's seems you finally understand why I let you die even if it was painful. Because of your wish. To complete your wish and your past-self's last wish you need infinite amount of time and you had only five minutes left before you had died. So you had no choice but to die and fulfill your wish with us."

Natsumi replies to him :"So you choose to fulfill the first wish from the very first human, and also to fulfill my wish cause since I already wished for it to happen even before I accepted my own death."

Light replies to her :"I have never thought you would understand that. So would you care to forgive me for fulfilling his last wish and still fulfilling it even after his death?"

Natsumi replies to him :"I still can't forgive you for that. I still hate you because of that. And I think I will continue hate you for that. Though you are gaining some of respects for the other things you have done. But for the amount of people who lost there loved one.... For the people that felt the pain of dying.... For the people that felt the pain of losing their relatives, father, mother, wife, husband, children and the people that they loved dearly just because of someone's selfish wish." 

She remembers the feeling of sorrow, pain and sadness she felt when she died and when she realized of her loved ones feeling about her death. She was sad, angry and frustrated. But she couldn't do anything to stop that from happening.

Light replies to her :"I guess so. After all its just someone's selfish wish that I fulfilled for no reason."

Light [You can hate me for now. But one day you will stop hating me. Even if there is a slim chance that it will never come. But I hope you forgive me someday and understand me.]

Ban gets worried seeing her sad face. He replies to her :"Are you ok? I know it's sad and painful to remember it. But you have to move forward, while trying to forget that memory or sealing it deep on your heart."

She replies to him :"Thanks. You are right. There is no other choice but to move forward. After all, we humans are only good at moving forward in Life."

Ban was happy hearing that. He replies to her enthusiastically :"Natsumi!"

Natsumi continues :"But don't get me wrong. I am not trying to forget them. I will move forward with those memories."

Out of nowhere in just a second Light uses his instant teleporting ability to go behind Natsumi without Natsumi even realizing it. He pats in her head. 

He then replies to her with a gentle smile :"That's the girl I am proud of. That's how you should be. If you weren't like this, I would have already thrown you into hell."

He then laughs

Ban [That's not a funny thing. You just said that you would have thrown her into hell.]

Natsumi gets angry for patting her head. Since she is already a grown up and she doesn't like to get patted on the head. 

She replies to him :"You should already know that I still hate you."

Light asks her :"So what?"

Natsumi gets more angry at how chill, relaxed and airheaded he is. How normal he is acting towards her. It was weird to her.

Natsumi moves a bit to the left and asks him :"Why are you talking to someone who hates you like the way you talk with a normal person?"

Light was surprised by her questions and replies to her :"I am... Ahem. I won't reply to that question."

Natsumi didn't get angrier but rather her angered calms down. She replies to him :"That's how you should react. That's how you should talk to a person who hates you"

Ban replies to her :"Natsumi! He is not as selfish or as bad person as you think. Even I understand the part that he is really annoying. But you aren't the only people who hates him. Many people that lived in harsh condition or in harsh financial condition curses him for doing that to them. Even many people, that are living a great and happy life curses him. Just for a single little harsh thing that happened to them. They wishes for him to die. That not only happens with the people of your world but with every other world have at least someone, who hates God. Since he is the God, they hate him. While not even knowing if he really existed or not. Well, I understand why you hate him too. Sometimes because of his personality I hates him myself. But he isn't a selfish God. If he really was a selfish God then, he wouldn't care about life and kill everyone and throw them to the depths of the hell."

Light becomes sad after hearing that and downcast his eyes. He then replies to him :"You know, your words just hurts my feeling. The part that you said I have annoying personality. Even I didn't know that so many people hates me. I want to die...... The amount people that hates me is bigger than the amount of people that hates Hitler. I really want to die." 

He becomes gloomy. Black shadows almost looking like a cloud starts to appear over his head.

He replies to him :"I am sorry. Just because you are more hated than Hitler doesn't mean that you have to die. It also mean that you are more popular than him. After all you are the greatest being and the supreme being, God." 

Ban [Even though you are really annoying. And even more than annoying than Hitler was.]

Light reads his mind. Light gets more sadder and the black cloud over his head gets more darker, deeper and bigger. Lighting strikes in it. 

He replies to him :"I know what you are thinking, Ban. You are just trying to show that you are sympathizing with me but actually not. I never thought even you would betray me." 

Tears comes out from his eyes, even his nose become sniffy. He then continues :"You don't have to tell lies,(sniff) to show respect for me. After all I already know that you just hate me like the many other people that hates me (sniff). I should just die."

Ban [I guess, I can't stop him trying to kill himself. But I am really sorry for hating you. Though you are really annoying sometimes.]

Light gets angry after reading his mind. He stands up and replies to him with angry voice and face :Hey!!! First you try to lessen my sadness then you are thinking that I am really annoying. Do you want me to throw you in hell???"

Natsumi giggles after seeing this. Both of them was surprised. She stops laughing and replies to him(Ban) :"You were right, Ban. He really isn't as selfish and ruthless as I thought. He is more of an stupid, idiot comedian from a trash comedy anime."