Chapter 17:

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My Not-So-Perfect-Life


Its afternoon and you are sitting lying down on your bed after just writing an online test..a test you cheated on


The results of your offline test come and you see that you have scored bad Marks and a bad rank yet again..

Was first time just a fluke you wonder?

You are crying,tears running down your cheeks, eyes red,curled up in a blanket..

You did this the last time too..you came home from writing the test and cried,promised yourself that you'd work harder this time

You did,for a few days yes.

But what after those 4-5 days..you were back to procrastinating your ass off


Is this what you wanna do with your life?

Is this making you happy?

How long will you be able to do this..you will be turning an adult soon after all


You realise stuff way too late..you,you were a wonderful,determined person before

What happend to that?

Do you want your rank to sink lower?

Are you not capable enough you wonder..oh but you are

You just need to work harder

Because that's how life is..its not fair to everybody..what is given in equal amounts to everyone is hardwork..every person in their life is meant to work harder at some point of their life 


This is your time...your time to work hard,study your ass off

This IS YOUR LAST CHANCE

It wont get any better after this..morelike worse

You NEED to score better if you want to move forward

You cant just always stay in the middle..either work your ass off or give up

Studying your ass off 1 week before exam wont do anything

It needs to be a continous process..

you are capable of doing it

Just keep working harder

Not for your parents,your teachers but yourself 

Because you have dreamt of achieving beautiful things..and you will

You will achieve them cause you can

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