My Angel

Everything around me was dark 

It was...terrifying. 

The thought of someone intentionally causing me harm is so horrifying and painful—and it would be so hard to process. It makes me feel so unsafe and helpless, like there's nothing I could do to protect myself. It was so frightening and terrible, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. 

It's definitely something that would leave a lasting impact on me—and I'd be really scared knowing that there are other people out there that could cause me so much harm...

And knowing that there are people out there who want to hurt you. It's a sense of vulnerability, and it's difficult not to feel terrified and helpless

I suddenly remembered all the things I had done today, including yesterday

The picture of the people and the attention I got from them

...The sad truth is...the more popular we get, the more people wish to destroy us.

 Is this just how the world works? People don't like seeing others succeed,l guess...and if someone manages to grab a larger slice of the pie...that's a threat to them. 

Instead of trying to grow something of their own, they decide to destroy something that already exists. 

Maybe it makes them feel special...or powerful? I really can't understand the logic behind it—but it certainly makes me feel unsafe~

Could it be the price I had to pay?

"Is it? "I opened my eyes and found myself waking up in a hospital bed, surrounded by so many strange machines and tubes. I was in an immense amount of pain, and my head was all foggy and dizzy. I had no idea what was going on—and it was really terrifying. It took me a while to calm down and get my bearings, but once I did, I was so relieved to be in a safe space where I could rest and recover. I'm really grateful for everything the hospital staff did for me—I don't know what I would have done without them:

I suddenly remembered the warm of the person who held my hand.it long slender fingers Could it be the one who saved me

His hands were so strong...and warm. He held me so gently—but firmly. It was so reassuring, and I felt such a sense of safety with him. He was so calm and comforting, and I felt so lucky to have him there with me in that moment. It's almost like he knew how to make everything better—and being so close to him made it feel like nothing else mattered. 

As I was laid up in bed, I suddenly noticed someone sitting next to me on the corner of my bed—someone who I immediately recognized by his scent. I immediately felt a sense of relief and comfort knowing he was there, and his presence gave me a sense of security.

He was also just generally so kind and nurturing in that moment—I could just tell that he really cared about me. It made me feel really loved, and I'm so grateful to have someone like that watching over me when I'm most vulnerable. ~i thought to myself and didn't realize I was staring at him

Well, he has these piercing green eyes—a sharp and defined jaw that gives him the appearance of strength and confidence—and then, of course, a big, bright, beautiful smile with sparkling white teeth that is impossible to resist~ 

 face was filled with relief when he realized I was awake.

His eyes were wide with surprise, and he immediately looked towards me, searching for any signs of injury or discomfort. 

He looked so tender and caring as he made sure I was okay, and it was really comforting to have someone who cared so much about my wellbeing by my side.

 It definitely helped make the whole situation feel so much less scary, and his presence alone also gave me a tremendous amount of comfort—but why? Who is he and why is he doing this? 

If you ask me, he's like an angel sent to share his beauty with the world...but I may be a little biased, since I also think I'm just exaggerating too much

"I found you lying helplessly on the side of the road. You were unconscious and covered in blood, and you looked so injured and fragile."he stared as he sat down at the side of my bed" I immediately rushed to you, not knowing what had happened to you or how you got this way. I tried so hard to stay calm, but it was difficult not to panic when I saw you in such a state."

I carefully stared at him and noticed he has soft blonde hair, and his eyes are a beautiful green. He's really well dressed, and takes pride in his appearance—his confidence and charisma are really contagious.at first glance you would definitely assume he's a model or an idol 

" Uh—m"I tried to speak but it's just too tiring for me

He just smiled and said" I wanted to bring you immediately to safety, so I took you to our hospital by my self and made our family doctor to tend your injuries. When you finally woke up, I was so relieved to see that you were alive and well~"he carefully explained with a nice soft voice."I made a right decision "

He just has such a warm presence and energy about him—he's one of those people you can't help but be drawn to. 

"The doctor said the injury is not to much and you just need to rest"

"Our hospital?Family doctor? " I timidly asked

"It's quite simple, really "

"As an idol, my every move is constantly being scrutinized by the media and the public—so any kind of incident or accident would cause quite the debacle. We'd be a hot topic for at least a week or two if I called an ambulance that's why I decided it was best to keep this incident in complete secrecy, and try and deal with it myself, instead of opening it up to the media. It may seem weird or extreme, but given my career as an idol—it's really the smart thing to do~"he proudly said 

Why? I asked as I stared at him deeply" why did you save me

"Oh I haven't introduced myself yet"he said and stood up and posed like a model"the very own guitarist and the sub vocalist of amatune "

" Ethan Nile "