The side effects

13th November 2456

       Why am I not surprised? I must say that I was not expecting him to do anything. I thought he would end up trying to look at her sometimes, hoping she wouldn't notice and think he was weird because of it.

       I have to put some respect on my boy because I could never. Maybe it's because I haven't found someone I like and want to be with so much and go as far as asking them out. Or I lack the guts to do it if I were in his place. Who knows?


       I hope this is where it will end. I hope that he will move on and won't be thinking about it too much. There is not really anything he can do. At least I see it that way. Even if he thinks it's not over, what else he can do? I hope they both won't ask me to help them or talk to them about it. How would I make them feel better? I feel like I happened to be among this chaos
that should be none of my business.


       I don't want to be in a position where I have to take a side. I want to have both friendships. Maybe I am overthinking it too much, even if they want to talk about it, all I need to do is
to not bad-mouth the other one. Just nod my head at everything and try to find some fitting, comforting words. Probably the reason why I am stressing this much over it is because I never was in this kind of situation, I always tried to stay away from it.


       I've been thinking about how much has changed in my life since Shara appeared out of nowhere, and started attending our class. I find it a little funny how she just came and mixed up a lot of things. Especially Alan. I know I said it a few times already, but I am really praying that things will stay the same even after what is going on now. I never was into these class dramas. Maybe if it goes in the wrong direction, I could try to do something about it.