Who? What?

(This is the actual story of how ı met my chance)

(Everthing start a few month ago)

I wake up... This is the first day of high school

Actually ım kinda nervouse because ı never be good at new experience but today ım sure nothing goes wrong

When ı have my breakfast, ı heard someone knock the door

I stop eating take my backpack and go for open the door

When ı open the door ı see my childhood friend Eri

She look at me with her usual cold experience ı never know why she always like this

But ı stop thinking about this long time ago, “Good morning, are you ready for our first day”

Then ı step outside and start walk with her

“İt’s our fourth first time why are you excited about this”

I roll my eyes and try ignore her attitude, she just like she always been theres nothing wrong about this

We keep walking to school while talking ordinary things... Like ı wonder how our teacher gonna be like... İf caffeteria has good food...

Lats one is the most important for us we always take our food from school we both of us don’t like bento or this things food

When we walk for school ı stop...

I don’t know why... I just want... I don’t know what ı want...

Eri come next to me and put her hand to my forhead

“Do you have fever” She ask

I shake my head and try to pull myself together “Yes... I think ım just nervouse about new school, it’s not a big deal”

She a gave a sigh and keep walking “I never can understand you” 

We keep talking until come to school

When we come to our class and take our seats

She sit next to me, ı smile at her and “I guess you never can get rid of me”

She give a deep sigh and try ignore me

Actually ı can keep annoy her but ı stop because most beautiful girl in the worl just come inside the classroom and start looking at us

Class stop talking at the moment she come inside

I can say everyone focus on her pretty face

Wait... I stop for a moment and start thinking, didn’t ı experience this moment this before...

Nah... I probably just make it up... Or its just dejavu... Or something...

I stop for a moment and think... This feel its not like dejavu... So strange...

Anyway, ı have more important things to do except for just look at her

I look at her for a moment then ı ignore her prettiest and focus on the lesson

Yes she’s pretty but noth enough for me to disctract from lesson, yes she’s very pretty but ı’ve seen more beautiful girls than her

Wait a minute... Didn’t ı say she’s the prettiest girl in the world... No...

Why ı can’t think normally today... What’s wrong with my brain...

Then ı stop thinking about girls and prettiest, and turn back to lesson

İn the end of lesson she turn to us and “Thank you for listening me” She has a straight face but kinda warm, she just like a robot

Then she leave the classroom and dissapeard

I don’t think about her so much she is just a teacher, why would ı think about her anyway?

İn the lunch time me and Eri go to caffeteria and take our food then we found a table and sit here

When we eat our food a boy come, ı can say he’s a totally nerd, everything on him tell that he’s a nerd

But he has a different plan then ı think

İ thougth he just look at Eri, stutter and leave without say anything

But i admit that he has confidence, he sit next to Eri and be very closer to her

He didn’t even ask if she okay with him sit next to her, he just sit and come closer to her

I look at her but she just keep eating her food, she don’t seem to mind it

I cough for give her signal, she realise but don’t mind

I gave a sigh, why ı have to do everthing on my own

I take our food and throw them on floor

“Oh no... Eri im so sorry, you know how clumsy ı am, well we don’t have food now so we have to go”

I grab her hand and start to pull her with me, ı know she’s gonna be mad at me but ım ready

Maybe she don’t feel uncomfortable but ı feel for her

When we leave caffeteria Eri save her hand and stop walking, just stand and look at me with full of anger eyes

But ı decide to not appologize to her, she always do this

I save her and ı would be one to appologize

She keep looking at me then she talk herself

“What was that!”

This time ı start look at her with full of anger eyes “WHAT WAS THAT? Are you kidding?” I try to keep my voice calm but she make me so angry

“What am i have to say! Thanks? You emberessed both of us!”

“I was saving you!”

We keep yelling eachother then ı feel a hand on my shoulder, when ı turn to hand owner ı see miss Chieko

She look at us with her calm... No... Why would ı say that... Anyway...

She look at us with her straight face, she don’t seem happy but at the same time she don’t seem to angry, ı can’t understand

She open her mouth and start talk with cold, straight voice... Even more than her face

“What wrong?”

We stop yelling and keep looking different direction, ı wait for Eri talk but she don’t seem to talk so ı decide to talk

“Some guy try to be close with Eri and ı save her, just because of that she become angry at me”

“I never want his help, he just emberessed me just because he want to be good guy”

We keep yelling eachother, miss Chieko just listen and don’t say anything

When we stop yelling miss Chieko take a deep breath and “Can ı talk now?” We just noded and start listen to her

“Look ı don’t lie to you ı don’t understand what you’re fighting for but ı know you know each other since you’re childhood and now you about to end this frienship for nothing”

We just listen her in slince, ı can’t find anything to say and ım sure Eri think same things to but miss Chieko don’t wait for us thinking ending and keep talking

“Eri, Aoki just want to protect you and Aoki you have to remember she’s not a child and she can make her own choice if she don’t ask you this you don’t have to protect her”

Then she stop for a moment and look at us but we avoid eye contact, we know that she’s right and we don’t have anything to say

She crossed her arm on her chest and give a sigh “Just don’t waste you’re second teenage years for nothing”

When she say her last sentecnes ı stop for a moment and look at her with gasph on my face “What...”

But Eri don’t seem to mind it, she just look like miss Chieko talk about normal things

“Miss Chieko ı think you say second wrong, how can be its our second teenage year”

Miss Chieko and Eri void eye contact with me at the same time “Why aren’t you looking at me?” I talk slowly “You just look like you hide something from me”

They keep eye contact with me and don’t talk for a moment then miss Chieko open her mouth “You never can see you’re second day”

Then....

...

(And this is actual story of how ı met my chance)

(Everthing start a few month ago)

I wake up a little earlier than usually, today my first day of high school but ım not nervous or anything

I live four first day before this and ım use to it now

Shortly ı live this before it’s not a big deal

I leave home and start walking opposite direction of school, yes ı have school today but firstly ı have to take something more important than school

I go to my childhood friend and my new girlfriend Eri’s door and knock it

Eri open the door with her ususal straight but calm face, her face just one of from hundreth reason why ı love her

She look at and smile a little “Are you ready for our first day?”

I chuckles at her ı never can’t understand how can she be so exciting all the time “How are you so exciting now? İt’s our fourth first day haven’t you use to it already?”

This time she gave me a sigh “I never can’t understand how can you be so straight all the time, try to get excited trust me it won’t bite”

I give her a fake laugh and hold her hand then we start to walk to school...

Wait... 

Im sure... I live this before...

İts not dejavu...

İ live this...

Eri stop and look at me with confused face “Are you okay?”

**”HOW MANY TİME I HAVE TO LİVE THİS!!!”** 

No... I don’t met my chance like this... There must me another story...

Not this...

How ı met her...