One more try

17th November 2456

       These past few days were weird. I barely talked to anyone in school and something is hanging in the air I feel. Alan still hasn't come to school and Shara looks like she's having some trouble with whatever it is. I think the scenario I feared the most is starting to line up with how things are now. Is even there something that I could do to stop this? I am afraid not.

       It seems rather unlucky. I don't want to put any blame on Shara or anything, but I am starting to think about what if she never moved here. Never came to our school?

       I shouldn't be saying that. Blaming her for something that just happens sometimes. Who knew it would end up like this? I feel like I am making it bigger than it is. I am probably going to let it resolve itself. No reason to try and get mixed in it.

       I got the idea to turn back a few pages, and I discovered how I am repeating myself over and over again. It's hard to decide what to do, but I think I'll stick to not doing anything. Even if I lose, it won't be my fault.

18th November 2456

       The day at school went the same as the last one, unfortunately, but a few hours after I got home, something I would never expect to happen. Shara texted me. She asked me if I am interested in coming to her house for dinner with her parents. She said that they wanted to see me. Again? Why? Wasn't last time enough?

       I found it weird that she would ask me such a thing after acting the way she did recently, so I had to ask her why she was avoiding me. She replied that she wasn't avoiding me, but she was supposed to ask me about the dinner, and the reason why she wasn't talking to me was because she was nervous around me because of it. I don't think I understand. But I guess that things might go in the right direction again, and it could start by agreeing to go, even though I don't feel like it. Refusing to go doesn't seems like an option for me this time.