What I feel now

I used to like a boy.

He is smart,he is strong and he  has good looks.He is a little gloomy and mysterious.But these kind of guys were always my type.

Introverts are also included.

I felt pain after learning about his tragic past.

But he doesn't like me back.He is only thinking about taking revenge.

Or maybe I thought I like him.

Deep down,right now...I dislike him.Because he is what I am not.

I dislike him because I don't want to  admit these feelings.

I have to burry those feelings.

And for a strange reason he appears in my dreams.

Why should I chase after him?!

I don't hate him.I am just heart broken.

I got dissapointed because I thought he was the one for me.

Damn,to be frank I still have a little hope in him.

But let's be honest,not going to happen.

I won't remain to the same spot.I will move on.

I will find the courage to face him.

I can do it without him.

And sometimes what you are searching for,it also searches for you too.

I will wait only for the one who is going to steal my heart like the cherry blossoms wait for the spring to bloom.