Chapter 43:

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Dreams of Reality


       Everything was the same as usual this week. I stuck to my word and didn't say a thing.
It looks like she was more serious about things staying the same way more than I thought.
We talked and did things like we would normally and I don't want to be the one that brings
this up.

       All this is reminding me more and more about the whole how I met her incident. It's weird, but it could be that she didn't notice. I don't think we even talked before school so that's probably the reason. Why did I ask her in the first place?

       This time is different. I am sure that I met her before school, but now there is no excuse why she wouldn't know or remember. We were both there talking. Looking at each other.
How could she not know about it?

       That's what I'm most afraid of. It happened once already, so there is that slim chance of it happening again. It shouldn't be possible, but I don't want to be in that spot again. I might be insane after all.