Losing Everything

**<11:45 AM | School Indoor Stadium> <10th March >**

Izaki was no longer alive. I was holding Shikome in my arms while she cried. My blood was boiling with anger, but losing my composure might end my life. I wiped the tears off my face, still holding Shikome.

"Hmm... another one had to die for their mistake. Well, the good thing is that now the number will be individual, so it will be easier for the next game."

What next game? I still don't know why we are even participating in this stupid game. Miyabi, Izaki, and even others lost their lives. Before I knew it, I couldn't control my killing intent and opened my mouth...

"...What will you achieve after all of our deaths?" I gritted my teeth and asked the being.

She looked at me with pity and answered, "Escape boredom. I already told you, right when that dead guy asked me three questions for this month."

She pointed to Izaki Haruno's corpse while saying that and [Snap] she snapped her fingers. Haruno Izaki's body and blood vanished without a trace.

"That dead bug was an eyesore, so I removed him."

Now that makes sense why all the corpses vanished without a trace. When we checked the music club, there was no Sanohara's corpse lying on the floor, so we thought Ekichi might have moved his body. Same with when rock-paper-scissors ended; the classroom doors were closed, and we couldn't open them, but I am certain that their corpses didn't even receive a proper burial. It saddens me just thinking about this situation.

"I-Izaki give me Izaki baaackk you bastard!!!"

I clenched my hands with grief feeling powerless where the school stadium echoed Shikome's scream.

I was having peaceful life before I meet this unknown being. Everything was destroyed by her. Wait the whole class didn't even concerned of my existence but now I can see a lot of achievement like I was able to make friends, have normal conversations and even my stuttering habit was less to be seen. But even if got to experience these, I still lost my friends, mental health, etc. This is tiring I just want to end myself, I just don't want to exist with these rotten turds but it's not like I want to die. Everything will go normal if this being dies? is this sensei, god or whatever even mortal? Is there any chance...

"Ah well whatever I don't even care anymore...."

I ran towards the being who was standing in front of us I just stared at my feet and blood splattered out fell on my shoes. I didn't want to think anything happens after that.

"Hmm~ did that guy gave you this gift? "

Ah so it didn't work.

"knife is dangerous for humans but for me it's nothing hehe~. "

Everyone was freezed with silence with my attempt to kill Sensei was failed, she didn't die, in fact she looks more alive and interested on me. Shikome's hands on her face sitting down on floor. I was naive thinking I could kill her with this knife I picked from Izaki's corpse but it was useless.

"Interesting, you are the only person who have the guts. Seriously you tried to kill me OMG!!! funny you interest me Ryuuta Yanagi. I remember how you didn't kill yourself during the transfer ritual I have high expectations from you khyaaa~". [clap, clap, clap]

my throat feels like everything feels dizzy and blurry and last thing I know everyone was upside down with despair on their face.

"huh."

[snap.]

again everyone upside down with despair expression.

[snap.]

again why everyone upside down but now I feel like I didn't have control over my body.

[snap.]

My neck hurts.

[snap.]

"53."

[snap.]

"76."

[snap.]

I can't take this anymore. Yeah this is horrifying of course this is why they having horrified expression on their face. It's my head which keeps popping up every time sensei snaps her finger and it hurts so bad that when I just in the moment of my scream my head getting attached to my body and over and over again she keeps popping and reattaching. This amount of pain is unbearable. How am I not dead yet, this is unbelievable.

"99."

[snap]

"100~"

"YAY! punishment complete... oof I healed you 100 times be thankful and needless to say I almost killed you 100 times LOL. "

Words isn't sprouting through my mouth. I am scared needles to say. No way anyone who would go through this would still be sane. And yes this impressive healing ability is extremely dangerous. I should have known that for a being who created this world was nothing about a damage like that. It got hard for me to breathe.

"Yanagi you retard. "

"huh? Asahi...san... huff... huff. "

Asahi Kirei, people mistaken her for middle schooler, she is hot headed but not a bad person. Ryuuta Yanagi never had interaction with her so no information of her.

"take deep breaths and honestly I am scared to stand beside the person whose head popped 100 times like you see in horror movies but you seriously need to take rest your eyes are red and you breathing heavily. "

"I... I am okay. "

I looked at Shikome who still had hands on her face sitting curled on floor. I feel disappointed that she didn't even looked at me.

I touch gently my neck in disbelief and it feels weird.

"Ahh- it took too much time because of you naughty kids!

**<12:55 PM | School Indoor Stadium> <10th March >**

"I wanted to tell you about the new game you will be witnessing but it's sad your lunch time is near. It was painful in my stomach and I won't seize your knife Ryuuta feel free to do whatever you want with that, it makes more interesting. Also if anyone wants to kill me go ahead~. The warmth of being getting stabbed aah- it was extremely pleasuring... a-anyway come back to <class 3 - C> at <5:00 PM> sharp. "

[W-witness? What do you mean by witness... won't we be playing the game]

some of them gained confidence after my performance taking risk and overcoming their fear now they were able to speak to the being.

"oopsie~ My tongue slipped shhh...and focus on what you will do next don't ask anymore."

She took a sharp glare on the guy and left the Indoor Stadium.

I feel slight nausea sometimes I feel like my body isn't part of my head. I have vague sight of the time when I stabbed her.

"Yanagi when you stabbed her-"

Asahi Kerei also noticed it back then.

"Y-yes when I stabbed her... [gulp]... she regenerated where her skin slowly attached to stitch and heal. "

Survivors were surrounding us where Asahi was grabbing my shoulder so I won't get any kind of panick attack.

[O-Oi she did heal herself slowly but when she was.... with Yanagi's head... It was at a pace where we couldn't even see your blood spill or your tissues attaching itself like magic as same happened with sensei. ]

"That means she isn't immortal and she can't heal herself as good as she can do to us. " - Asahi added.

Everyone suddenly started making commotion.

[W-We can kill that bitch who is making us suffer here!!! ]

[Y-yes you are right... if we plan and work together we might be freed of this world. ]

[Hey, what if we are stuck in this world even after killing sensei and the only one who can transfer to our own world is this sensei. ]

[Huh? that's stupid it's hopeless will we be even alive? suppose she kills us instantly in a moment then all of your ideal plans will be waste. ]

[There is hope Oda, stop saying demotivating stuff like your weak ass. ]

Everyone got little hope of getting out of here. Sensei isn't immortal that's all is the plan, easiest way to get freed.

But little did they knew there were some of them who were ready to become God, ready to win the despair game.

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**<03:12 PM>| Art-Club Room> <10th >**

I am bleeding through my nose.

"Why?... "

"Hahaha why it had to be Izaki and not a loser like you? "

"Loser?.. Shiko-"

"-SHUT UP! "

After we had our lunch Shikome and I went back to this place. She didn't spoke anything so I thought it would be better off not to speak something to make this all worse. We lost Miyabi and Izaki and yes this is even painful to me. Just after we entered the room she gave me a punch straight to my face suddenly and it all started...

My heart aches...Why is that?

"I loved Izaki... When Miyabi died I felt sad but inside of me I was happy, I thought maybe now I got chance with Izaki. I am the worst even after losing Miyabi, Izaki was broken yet I was being selfish for him."

Stop I don't want to hear all that.

I put my fingers on my nose to stop the bleeding.

"Why didn't you say you killed Sanohara! then he wouldn't have been dead. "

Haha, I think I never wanted to hear stuff like these from her. I just wanted to protect you...I understood my feelings.....

I am in love with Shikome.

That being said I can't change her feelings anyway. Plus it doesn't seem right to even confess.

She punches on my cheek this time.

"ONLY IF YOU WERE TO DIE INSTEAD OF HI-"

I had enough of this I cut her harsh words...

Our Lips met.

Ryuuta Yanagi forcefully kissed Shikome Suzune.

"Bastard you are the worst."

She cried and left the art room in anger.

Now then everything is ruined our whole group is torn apart. Knowing Shikome hates me we are back to strangers and now I am alone again. I bite my lip in sadness.

I sat down on sofa looking at ceiling blankly.

"Haah... If only I were dead huh? "

Oddly even I know that my stuttering has stopped after coming here and I feel completely different like I have changed. Its not like I don't feel sad about them I just pretend to go in flow so I won't keep remembering them and the more I remember the more it hurts.

I closed my eyes and took deep breaths.

"Every thing is over. "

Ryuuta Yanagi fell asleep.

<Class 3 - C | 05:00 PM>

Sensei was already there and for some reasons we all are sitting on desks. Shikome put her head down at last desk whereas I am sitting at front because I came early and sat front.

[Sensei, when will the next game start. ]

"Hm? oh you are looking forward to it? But didn't I say before that this time we will just be guest to watch the game? hehe~"

[huh? ]

The monitor shows classrooms like CCTV footage and each classroom got adults?

[Huh? Oi Kanzaki isn't that your mom? HAAHAHA you even brought your maamaa here? you wimp! ]

[OI WHAT THE FUCK THAT'S REALLY MY MOM AND MY DAD]

[w-wait t-thats really your not huh WHAT'S MY PARENTS ARE DOING HERE TOO]

[P-PAPA??? SAVE ME LOOK HERE]

[YA... NAGI ARE YOU HERE? ] - Came from the Monitor speakers.

"This can't be happening.... m.. mom...what are you doing here?

This is where we all witnessed the worst game than rock-papers-scissors we played. Worse than the reincarnation process. Our loved ones survival game, our own mother and father's fight for survival is about to begin. Only God/Being knows what they are doing here in hell.

To be continued...

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Thank you for reading this chapter. I intentionally made those chapters lighter than first chapter because I didn't wanted much readers to read. 5 - 10 anonymous genuine readers are enough for making me keep going for this series. But from next chapter it might be difficult to read because of graphic content do please leave this WN before feeling disturbed. Things are going to get fucked up and yes everything I will try to explain and link the plots together to make sense. I will try my best!