"There's no death without life, nor life without death." It was her favorite phrase. She was undoubtedly right, but for a long time I've felt so empty that I no longer know if I'm alive or dead.

“My love, you're ruled by Eros." My wife used to say to me frequently. Thanatos, Eros or whoever, nothing matters to me anymore.

Today I've decided to end my misery.

I just need a little courage...