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Neumendaci
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Sep 28, 2025
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Synopsis

A young man, crushed by his own mind, finally gathers the courage to end his life. On what he believes to be his last day, with only a suicide letter left to write, he is tragically caught in an accident. Yet, despite being so close to the end he once longed for, he finds himself desperately clinging to life.

He wakes up alone in an unfamiliar place and must learn to survive in a world shaped by magic and its own history. This is a story of identity, trauma, and the slow rediscovery of what it means to exist.

Pages from the protagonist’s Notebook are also available in the Showcase Section, offering deeper immersion through glimpses into his thoughts and perception of events.

[Content Warning: Suicidal Themes, Violence and Blood, Psychological Introspection, Themes of Child Abuse and Neglect]

Note from author

This is my entry for the MyAnimeList x Honeyfeed Writing Contest 2025 - THE ISEKAI presented by KADOKAWA

The story explores heavy topics through the lens of a mentally ill protagonist thrust into an unknown world. While I strive for realism in worldbuilding and vivid description, some readers may find certain themes unsettling. I apologise in advance for any discomfort this may cause, and I sincerely hope the story resonates with those who give it a chance.

This work represents the first arc of the story, a completed segment of a larger narrative of adaptation, growth, and self-discovery. Several seeds for future developments are intentionally laid within these chapters.

I hope that no reader ever has to face similar struggles to the ones described here, and I sincerely wish support and strength to anyone facing mental health or other challenges.

This is my entry for the MyAnimeList x Honeyfeed Writing Contest 2025 - THE ISEKAI presented by KADOKAWA

The story explores heavy topics through the lens of a mentally ill protagonist thrust into an unknown world. While I strive for realism in worldbuilding and vi...

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