who I am is not who I want to be
The year 2019
2019 is about to end. Rin: My younger sister; wants to go to meet her old friends. My mom has allowed her to go. She takes out a cute dress and wears it. One of her friends is waiting for her and says, She should hurry up otherwise; they'll be late. Rin comes out of the room and, both of them have left from home in a rush. Before visiting the old friend, they have decided to buy some cupcakes for their friend. They are rushing toward a bakery and Boom!!
Rin bump into a boy.
The man, Before turning around and taking a look at the person who has bumped into him says :
"Fuck. What are you doing?
Are you blind?"
The boy who has bumped into Rin is Haru.
A little gap .....
both are staring at each other
When he looks behind that, who has bumped into him. Haru is shocked and deeply feels sorry for being harsh on Rin.
He quickly apologies to Rin as He feels he should not talk to any girl like that.
Rin is also shocked and embarrassed.
"I think one could do bumping into someone. It could be at a crosswalk, a doorway, the middle of the street, even. It is not a big deal. I apologize."
Rin feels sympathy for Haru as she knows that Haru is not financially stable.
she says to Haru:
"I'm aware of what happened, and I'm sorry. You think maybe you might be to blame, though?"
Both of them have an awkward feeling. Out of nowhere, Rin asks Haru to accompany them. She says to Haru:
" Haru, We are going to meet Yui an old friend from our school.
Do you remember her?"
Haru thinks a little bit and says:
Yes, I remember her. she was in the same class as we were.
Rin while, looking very Adorable asks Haru:
" Will you accompany us to her place? "
Haru has the Strongest feeling as if this meeting after, the gap of more than one year this meeting can be the start of something new.
Without feeling any hesitation, he agrees to accompany them. They bought some cupcakes from a bakery and, Approaches Yui's home.
Yui is amazed after seeing Haru. She is curious to know about Haru and seems to be a little bit concern about If something is happening between Rin and Haru.
She receives the cupcakes from Rin. After opening the box of cupcakes, she makes an unpleasant impression and says:
" I don't like Chocolate cupcakes. Rin, you don't know a single thing about my likes. "
Haru says on that:
" Rin loves chocolate cupcakes. I remember. "
Yui seems to be annoyed with Rin. She Gives them a dazed look of bewilderment. She brings the meal for everyone, and they start to gossip about the old school days. Yui asks Haru:
" Your dream was to become a Hacker. Am I right? "
On that Haru, says:
" Yeah, It was. "
Everything is going normal, and Now it's time for everyone to return. Haru and Rin start to walk in the same direction. They are walking a little slow so they can gossip as much as they can. Walking together in full moonlight is lovely. It gives them a new perspective on their surroundings. Haru sees a banner that has the engraved word Hacker on it. He says to Rin:
"Back in the time, when your brother: Zack asked me to come to your home for learning to hack. I really had my hope high. I'm sorry for what I said to your brother. I became a little desperate and disrespected him. he asked me to return, Although I knew He was in the home. I had no choice because I did not have money to pay him. "
Rin is standing with a weird dull face having no Idea about what Haru is saying to her. She says to him:
" Tell me in detail. I don't have any idea. What do you mean? "
On that Haru, realizes that Rin doesn't have a clue about what happened in the past. He says:
"Let it go. Nothing special."
She insists on him telling her, and Haru tells her about what happened in the year 2017 between Zack and him.
Rin is standing with unbelievable impressions. and says
"Are you sure it was my brother Zack?"
He says yes I am sure he even called me to his home. It was your home. Who else it can be?
Rin apologizes to Haru for the disrespect he faced due to her brother. Both of them say bye to one another and starts to move on separate paths.
Meanwhile, I came home after working on bug bounty hunting of a newly launched program with Karma. I spent a good day with Karma.
I go to my room and lay down on the bed to get some rest. The bell rings, and Rin is back. Both of us are at the dining table to have dinner. I can feel as if Rin faced something strange. I am concerned about her and say to her:
" How was your day?
She is Ignoring me and not saying a single word. After she has finished her dinner, she asks me to come into her room; she wants to talk about something.
She seems to be angry now. I am continually thinking about the reason behind her strange mood. Usually, She does not behave like that. I don't even remember when was the last time she reacted like that.
I go into her room, and she tells me everything that Haru told her today. She is upset about how I treated her classmate. She wants me to Apologize to Haru.
A look of puzzlement crossed my face, and I am not even sure about what she is speaking. I ask her to stop.
I say to her:
"Are you kidding me?
What sort of Joke is it?
Who is Haru?
Why would I ask your classmate to give me money for learning to hack?
And You are talking about 2017.
What are you even talking about?
I don't even know any guy named Haru."
Rin gives me a pathetic look and says to me:
" You are now even lying."
"You asked him to come to our home. You knew he could not afford to pay, and you offered him. "
I said to her:
"I don't know anything at all. I don't even know any of your classmates except a few.
But If you want me to apologize to him, then I will."
After the argument, I go to my room and lay down, and sleep.
The next morning
I prepare to go with Rin. We are at Cafe Sunshine: where Haru used to work in the year 2017. I apologized to Haru. Everything is settled down.
After that, I am heading to attending my training classes.
I am lost in my imagination and thinking about what happened to Haru that day in 2017. I don't understand anything. I am walking and trying to fix the puzzle in my mind, and suddenly I bump into Saho: The guy from the cyber forensic department. He tries to pick a fight, but I am not in the mood, so I have to ignore him. He doesn't seem to be a trainee anymore. He has started to work in the organization.
Honestly, Saho is one of the most arrogant guys that I have met in my life.
He is the type of person who considers his friends, family, and co-workers below himself, and he gets angry if someone questions him in public or makes him start to doubt himself. He is pretty famous in the organization, but I don't have any interest in him, so I never talk to him.
Suddenly, a thought comes to my mind. I remember now that one day Karma received a phone call from a guy named Haru. She seemed very upset after receiving that call, and without attending to the phone call, she switched her phone off. I did not remember the year. I again think in my mind that It is not possible. I mean there are thousands of boys with the name Haru.
How can he be the same Haru?
It sounds illogical. There is no way that the Haru who called her is the same.
After 4 hours:
I visit Karma and tells her about that Haru thing. Karma pretends as if it is something very strange, and weird. She seems clueless. Karma wants me to forget about it, and she did every possible thing to divert my attention. She changes the topic every time I mention the name Haru.
It remained a mystery for many years.
Although, she was the one who pretended to be Zack in front of Haru. She texted Haru while pretending to be Zack.
Back in 2017, Before Karma contacted me, she wanted to find my location, to confirm if I am single or I have a girlfriend. She used to do eavesdropping on me. She used Haru to get to know where I live. Karma was just one step away from being caught. Only if Saho still had her number saved in his phone. It would have been an endgame for Karma. Saho after being totally disappointed deleted the chats and the contact number.
(Features of Rin Erwin:
Skin Tone: Beige
Characteristics of skin tone: Light or fair skin, can freckle and can become light tan after repeated sun exposure (but the risk of getting a sunburn or skin peeling is high)
Hair: Middle length hair with little waves
Hair Texture: Soft and lush
Descriptive Hair Color: Raven
The word “magnetic” is a good word to use for describing brown eyes, especially if the person has an intense stare or if the eyes are a deep shade of brown. It is easy to understand that you are talking about someone who magnetizes you and pulls you towards them naturally.
Cheeks: clean out-and-out
Chin: Pointy Chin
Jaw: Triangular jawline
Nose: Turned-Up Nose )