What in Merlin's sweatpants was the last chapter about

alright so here we go..i am bit busy and i'll explain everything in detail later.
1.I asked Footballer out..he ignored me
2.I kinda like this guy who has asked me out like 3 times and i have said no everytime and he still likes me..and i kinda like him too..
3.I don't want to be in a relationship..i wanna be single..but then again is not-being-single that bad?
4.there is this another totally sweet guy..the one who is perfect..i was going to ask him out in my 8th grade but then i came to know that he was secretly dating one of my classmates..and when i kind-of-got-over-him..they broke up..long story short-i think he knows that i have a crush on him because he keeps looking at  me..i dunno..i think he should stop..its getting my hopes up..maybe he likes me back?..but what about the other guy?Tears we call him..i have mixed feelings about him..I mean I do like him but I don't wanna be in a relationship with him ..Its bloody complicated.. he has not given up on me..and this one panasonic we'll call him..he does not even make an effort to talk to me..heck i dont even know if he likes me or some shit..he can be disgusted by me and always looks at me thinking 'oh! its Lara again!..'..
anyway guys what i think is Tears deserves someone much better..its just i like him so  much and he has changed..and i like him more than I used to..In 8th grade I was into Sam(most of the year at least)..Now...I am into noone ...I mean I am interested in few guys but nothing more and he makes me feel so special..Almost everyone except for the GQ doesn't want me to date him..They say that I deserve better..That's wrong he deserves better..Anyways sorry I am not able to post new chapters..My exams will start soon so I gotta study
Random thought~Make every single second of your life worth it!

LaraAngel