Lovers - Arc 3

I finally had the courage, yet I was still afraid.

We finished breakfast, I was still feeling anxious, I had no sleep, I just waited and waited for them, yet they never came, I don't know why I waited, but I did, it felt like I didn't really believe it, I wanted to see them come here, I wanted them to feel real, even as I saw them face to face, I wanted to end it all by myself, yet here I am not doing anything, I'm just a coward who wants to be a hero.

Even so, I told her everything, every single thing about my past with them, with the church, and with that person, she was afraid, same as I was, but she thanked me for telling me, now we had the time to move away, there was no use in fighting when we're all alone, and they're them, ut was too much for us, and so we did everything to move, everything that was important, everything we needed to live far away, we took it, and got ready.

But before leaving, I left and checked if they were still here, and I saw them, gone, I felt more afraid than ever, yet I was relieved tgat they're now gone, but at the same time, I didn't know where they are or where they'll go next, without thinking, I left, going home and telling her that they had left, and so we did too.

As days had passed, with us not seeing them ever again, we found a place that suited us, we felt comfortable and safe, and so we stayed there, and so went the following day peacefully.

As night then came, without thinking of anything other than her, I proposed to her, she was speechless, she asked where I got the ring, I answered "it was from my father, long before he died he gave it to me, telling me to give it to someone I love the most, I didn't understand him at that time, but now I do, I want to give this to you since I love you, I really do, so will you accept it, my love?", she cried and accepted.

As midnight came, she asked me if I knew what "making love" was, not knowing what it meant, I told her I didn't know, and so she looked at me and told me that she would show me what it meant, trusting her, I gave in. 

The two of us would then look at each other, she told me that she loved me, and I told her that I did to, she kissed me, and so I kissed her back, she undid my clothes, and so I did the same, whispering into my ears "this is it.", with her holding me, and with me holding her closer, but even before we could finally start, we lost everything, with us unconscious, with our blood everywhere.