Chapter 0:

Images.

Wish of a fake protagonist


I'm going to die.

I'm going to die!!

I never really pondered upon death seriously up until now, of course, I never felt the need to because I'm just a normal middle schooler, whose main worries are his upcoming weekly English tests and I never thought it would happen to me.

You have to be kidding me, I haven't even done anything with my life yet.

Ah man, it's pretty bad huh.

Ahh, that's a pretty big fall *cough* I'm gonna have to be pretty lucky if I'm gonna survive this one.

Oh god!! bl...blood, so much of it, I've never seen this much blood in my life, I can't believe all this is mine.

I can taste the blood in my mouth, it has a metallic piquancy to it.

cold.

My entire body feels cold, my head feels like it could burst open at any moment, and sharp spurts of pain keep emerging periodically. it feels like the head is being pulverised by a boulder over and over and each time the pain gets more and more agonising.

Encircling me are shards of glass which shine from the rays of the evening sun, giving a warm orange tinge to the sky.

Are these from the fall, did I fall from the window?

Ahh!! I can't think anymore.

I try to take a glance at where I fell from but the sun makes it pretty hard to do so.

Ahh... so that's how it is.

"I've really gone and done it, haven't I ?"

*cough*

Come to think of it, I can actually see a silhouette of a man from where I've fallen from. 

Is it Ayumu?

Come to think of it, the last thing I remember before the fall is talking to him.

AHHH!!! THE PAIN!!!!!

*shrieks*The pain is getting intense.

I can't think anymore, I feel tired and sleepy.

But I don't want to close my eyes, I'm afraid if I close my eyes now then I won't be awake anymore.

You know what they say "rage against the dying of the light, do not go gentle into that good night" or something like that. I forgot the name of the poem.

The sun is pretty pesky shining directly into my eyes, I'll probably go blind, not that it's a big issue now.

Why am I seeing two suns in the sky? My vision is getting blurry but I'm positive that I'm seeing two suns.

Maybe, it's that you know that... you know... what's it called again, ahh... double sunset vortex.

Hey!, why am I thinking of such stupid things, I could actually die!

I wonder if this is the kind of thought that goes through people's minds when they are going to die or is it just me.

why isn't my life flashing before my eyes, where is the holy light which upon me traversing leads to an embrace from a harem of gorgeous angels in heaven? or at least an isekai fantasy...

Tears are falling from my eyes.

It was such a nice evening, but in the end, I could not enjoy it *sob* there is a book I have yet to finish, it was getting really interesting too *sob* and there is next week's fireworks display, I promised my girlfriend that I'll take her to it, she even brought a yukata *sob*.

Ahh! I can't hold out any longer, my head is spinning.

I've completely lost all sensations except for the excruciating pain in my head.

I'm trying my hardest to keep my eyes open, to not go gently but in the end, I lost, I've lost too much blood

Man, I hope I don't die. I really want to live now.

I'm really not a praying person but...
Oh god! if I survive this I swear I'll do something useful with my life, I'll try my best, therefore... 

th..ther..therefore please let me live!