I Hate That I Love You

Precap

Author: Previously on ‘His Unknown Spawn’

Aradia: “Okay, seriously. What is the worst prank you’ve pulled on Uncle Amenadiel?”

Lucifer: “I think the worst prank I pulled was when I switched his shower cream with whipped cream”

Aradia: “I’ve done worst”

Lucifer: “What?”

Aradia: “So, I sorta, kinda, shrunk his robes”

Lucifer: “Now, now, Aradia. We do not go around shrinking Amenadiel’s robes”

Aradia: “Oh.”

Lucifer: “We straight up burn them”

Aradia: “Hey, Dad. Question”

Lucifer: “Shoot”

Aradia: “What made you change your mind?”

Lucifer: “I was wondering when you were going to ask me that”

Aradia: “You did?”

*Lucifer then explains what happened when Aradia left*

Aradia: “Dad why are we going back to Tokyo?”

Lucifer: “I am thinking of putting my house up. I’m moving back to LA for good”

Aradia: “So, we’re going to be handling Lux together?”

*They landed and Lucifer carried Aradia to the car, they drove off, went to Lucifer’s house packed everything up and left*

Lucifer: “Where were you staying all this time?”

Aradia: “How about I take you there?”

Lucifer: “Are you sure?”

*Aradia drove off to the house she was in this whole time, scared her Dad with her driving and was about to open the door when…”

Detective: “Aradia-san”

Aradia: “Hello, Detective”

Blank Screen

I looked back to see the one person I’ve been trying to avoid this whole time. But I couldn’t help but worry as I saw the state of him. Shirt wrinkled, eyes red and puffy, his hair was a damn mess. And more importantly he was.. out of breath.

Was he running in some sort of marathon?

“That’s the Detective?” Dad asks stepping in between me and the Detective when he tried to come close.

“Dad” I say placing my hand on his shoulder trying to prevent him from possible murder.

“Dad? Aradia-san you found him!” the detective says, a smile on his face.

Oh that smile

“Yeah” I nod.

“That’s great!” he grinned taking a step forward and then back when Dad stepped forward.

“You know, Detective” Dad started.

Oh God, no! No! No! No!

He took another step forward so he was looking straight into the Detective’s eyes. Funny enough they’re both the same height.

Yeah no time to be laughing, Aradia. They may be the same height but height has got nothing to do with the fact that your Dad’s the Devil and can squish the Detective like a bug.

“Dad” I say running up behind him, but Dad put his hand up stopping me in my tracks. He then placed both his hands on the Detective’s collar pulling him close so they were in each other’s face.

Shit!

“I would have to say my daughter told me about the conversation you two had. And I’d have to say it made me quite angry” Dad explained, speaking to him as if he were speaking to a 5-year-old.

Oh God!

“So now, you have 5… no I’ll be generous. 10 seconds to leave or else it wouldn’t take me 2 seconds to drag you from here to Hell with the way you made my girl feel” Dad threatened.

From the way the Detective swallowed I could tell Dad was showing him his red eyes.

“Dad” I say pulling him from his arm.

He finally turned to face me, expression stoic and hands now in his pockets.

“I know you’re just trying to protect me, but please let me handle this” I plead looking in his now dark brown eyes.

“But..”

“Please, daddy. Let me do this” I say.

He sighs, he looks down for a second before looking at me, a small smile breaks on his face as he caresses my cheek before taking a step behind me.

I take a deep breath and slowly walk up to the Detective.

“You have…” I say looking at my watch.

“5 minutes before we have to get to the airport” I tell him before folding my arms.

“I wanted to say, I’m sorry. I guess I just needed to process a few things, I just needed… I just needed some time. I came back later that day but I saw your car gone and the house was locked. I panicked. I tried to look for you everywhere but I couldn’t find you. Aradia-san I came by everyday in hope that you would come back. I felt so lost, I felt so alone. Aradia-san I lo…”

“DON’T!” I yell.

“Don’t say you love me! Please!” I whispered.

“But why? It’s the truth” he sighed.

“Because you hurt me!” I yelled, angrily.

“Out of everyone I know, Detective. I thought YOU would never, ever do anything to hurt me. But you hurt me worse than anyone!” my voice was low as I glared into his eyes.

The detective turned his gaze down so he was looking at the ground.

“I thought that the Devil finally got a heart. I went from being a heartless, coldblooded Ruler of Hell to being someone who cared for just about everyone. But after what happened guess what, Detective” I say getting his attention by making him look at me.

“Turns out I don’t have a heart, not anymore at least. You tore out my heart out of my chest, sliced it to ribbons with the blades of your words, and tossed the shreds aside without a second thought” I jabbed my finger in his chest.

“I went from being someone who never knew what love was to being someone who fell in love” I sniffed.

I let out a laugh and clapped.

“Congratulations, Detective. You win! Not only did you catch the famous gang but you also managed to hurt the Devil without any weapons! There should… well there should be an award for that, huh Dad?” I asked turning to look at Dad who was looking back at me sadly.

“What do you want, Detective? Hmm? What’s your deepest, darkest desire?” I asked looking in his eyes.

He looked at me confused but for some reason, it didn’t work on him. Maybe because I’m still vulnerable around him.

I wiped my tears and grabbed his collar.

“Don’t tell me you Love me, Detective. I’m not a toy you can play with when you’re bored, or angry, or horny. I’m NOT the girl the guy gets at the end of the movie. I am not a fantasy. If you want me EARN ME! Until then don’t bother showing me your face!” I state.

I push past him as I walk back to my car. I open the door and turn to see Dad still standing there.

“Dad?” I say, looking at him confused.

“Princess” he sighed.

“Princess, I get that you’re upset, but I think you should at least forgive him”

Both the detective and I looked towards Dad confused and shocked.

I chuckle darkly and slam the car door shut with great force.

“Forgive him? For what? For breaking my heart? Or for not letting me hold his daughter who he KNOWS I Love and would do anything and everything to protect? Or for making me feel like a monster?” I question.

“What should I forgive him for, Dad?” I ask placing my hands on my hips.

“For all those things” the Detective finally speaks up.

“Aradia-san” he says, turning around and taking slow steps towards me.

I turn to the side not wanting to face him.

“I always thought I saw you as a friend, but I didn’t realise when that developed into something else. You were on my mind day and night. And even though you were the one who saved ME countless times I couldn’t help but feel protective over you. Before I knew who you actually were I wanted to wrap you in bubble wrap along with Anya. I wanted to keep the both of you away from this cruel world” he chuckled.

He placed his hands on my shoulders and turned me so I was facing him, he then proceeded to cup my face and made me look in his eyes.

“When you got shot saving me, I felt my heart crush! I wanted to burn the world there and then! I wanted to shoot everything that moved. When the doctors told me you died I felt like a part of me died! And do you want to know the worst part? I loved Sakura, but I didn’t even feel like that when SHE died and she was my wife for God’s sake!” he told me.

What? Why would he… What?

“Don’t ask me why, because even I don’t know. But when they told me that you came back to life, the only thing I wanted to do was to hold you in my arms and never let go. I didn’t even wait for the Doctor to say something I just pushed past him and ran to you; you were mumbling something and opened your eyes but closed them again. I felt so scared but when they told me that was normal, only then did I feel the air rush back into my lungs. Aradia-san just seeing you like that almost..”

“Detective” I whisper stopping him from continuing, stopping him from saying that word.

“I didn’t know what that feeling was or why I felt that. But I called my brother and I explained everything and his exact words were; ‘You’re in love little bro. Now stop yapping and start walking… no forget about walking start running to get the girl’ he told me making me laugh.

“So that’s what I did! I ran, literally” he laughed a little and wiped the few tears that escaped.

Only then did it hit me why he was out of breath in the first place.

The idiot actually ran.

“Oh my, Grandad” I laughed.

“I love you Aradia-san” he told me sincerely.

He held my hand placing it on his chest, right on top where his heart is, I could feel the steady rhythm and just feeling it gave me the indication that everything he’s saying is true. I cup his face in my hands, tears streaming down both of our faces.

“I love you too” I whispered.

He let out a chuckle and kissed my forehead, my eyes slowly closed as I felt his lips on both of my cheeks and then on my lips, I was surprised at first but I started responding softly, I wrapped my arms around, over his neck and his hands slid down my body and rested on my waist.

The same citrusy scent of ‘Diesel’ was wafting around us slightly mixing with my ‘Good Girl’ both fused together to create their own light but still powerful scent. The taste of mint and coffee lingered in my mouth as our lips connected. My hands which were resting on his shoulders moved up until they were tangled in his hair, messing up the fluffiness even more.

“Okay! That’s it now!” I hear and feel someone pull the Detective from me.

NOOOO!

I feel so embarrassed my hands fly to my face.

“Princess, I love you. But I don’t want to see any boy kiss you, even if he’s the love of your life” I hear Dad chuckle making my face heat up even more.

“And you” Dad says, going back into his overprotective Dad mode as he addressed the Detective.

Oh, Grandad! Here we go again!

“If you hurt my daughter again, I won’t kill you, I will torture you in the most brutal way possible to the point you would be begging for death but I won’t give it to you so easily” Dad grits.

“Okay, okay Daddy. Please let go of him” I smile sweetly, trying to pry my Father away from my Boyfriend.

Whoa! I have a boyfriend? Yayyy!

“Where’s my little Raindrop, Detective? I want to see her” I tell him holding the Detective’s arm.

“She’s with my neighbour. But you can only see her on one condition?” he said making me look at him confused.

“What?” I asked.

“You have to call me by my name not, Detective” he smirks.

My eyes widen before I feel my cheeks get warm.

Oh come on, Aradia! Just say it!

“Okay, Amano-san” I smile.

“Uh, uh. Not good enough, first name” he says, that smirk refusing to leave his face.

Jesus!

“Okay, Kai-san” I say and cover my eyes with my hand.

“Just Kai” he whispers.

“Kai” I say before hiding my face in his shoulder.

I feel so shy saying his name for some reason.

“That’s my girl” he winks making me blush even more.

We both hear a growl from Dad.

“Watch it” he warned making the Detective… I mean Kai… step back with his hands in the air.

The three of us step in the car, and when I say Dad was watching like a hawk, making sure that the detective… argh! I mean Kai, opened the door for me. I mean my Father’s beady eyes were all over my sweet boyfriend.

Aaahhh he’s my boyfriend! And I love him so much!