21st November 2456
I have to say that yesterday was great. I can't but laugh at myself for stressing over it so much. I am happy that I went, I can't imagine how things would be if I stayed home. To seeher being happy made me happy as well. Maybe when I saw the way she acted after Alan asked her out, it made me think that she was some kind of freak, but she is just a normal girl.
Yesterday certainly made me think about it. I've tried to insert myself in her place and was wondering how I would handle everything. It's hard, but I just can't see myself acting the way she did.
I am lookinng forward to the next days, when everything seems to be back to how it used to be. It has been quite chaotic. I wonder how much time I've spent thinking about what one of them did, why they did it, etc.
28th November 2456
I can say that I was right. This week was if not one of the best in some time. Not only are things on the same track, but I feel like it's even better now. I don't know how to describe it, but it's like something clicked between me and Shara after the second time I was at her place, and now it's so nice and fun to be around her.
Not saying it wasn't before, but it's like something changed. We were together on the breaks, we went to the town after school, talking about stupid things and having a good time. I don't think I ever had someone with whom I could go out and not worry about that there wouldn't be anything to do.
I have had this weird feeling since last week. Sometimes, I feel that the things I see and experience I have seen before. It sounds crazy. I realized when I came back from Shara's house that nobody acted like I was there once already. I don't know. It's kind of scary. I noticed it now but the more I think about it, the worse it gets. What if it's not a feeling and I am getting crazy?
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