Not a word since then. I reread it a couple of times and I feel like I acted like an asshole. She was trying to be nice. I guess she really cares. I knew that but the mood was just not there at that moment. I hope I'll get a chance to apologize for it today.
Our breaks are short so I asked her if we could meet at that place again, that I wanted to talk to her. I think it caught her off guard, but she said yes, and that's all that matters. It's even colder than last time, so I don't suspect anyone taking our spot. It would be hilarious, though. And a problem.
"I didn't think we would be sitting here again one day later. Anyway, what do you want to talk about?"
"About yesterday, how I acted through the messages. I wasn't myself, and I wanted to apologize for it."
"It's okay. You didn't really say anything bad so no need to be sorry."
"I feel like I had to anyway."
That was all I had to say, but we were still sitting there, not talking. After a while of looking around, I noticed that Shara looked kinda weird. Like she wants to talk about something.And I was not wrong.
"There is one thing that I wanted to talk about yesterday when I texted you. Probably wasn't a good time to try to bring it up, but it was on the table earlier that day soo..."
"Is it the dating thing?"
"Yeah. What do you think? The way you talked about it yesterday made me feel like you would like it."
I smiled. Not really because of the offer but more like it was not even a surprise, I've experienced it many times already that I don't even how to feel about it.
"I don't know what you expect from me, and I don't even know what I should expect from myself, but it has been on my mind for a few weeks that I am starting to see you more as a friend." she looked away from me when she said that. Guess it's embarrassing
for her. I wouldn't even say it out loud.
"I didn't have the time to think about it much, but I don't see a reason why not. I love spending time with you, and it's always fun when you are around. I know yesterday I was talking about changes and stuff but I would throw it behind because that worry wasn't really mine and just go for it and see.
"So that's a yes?"
"I guess?"
"Shake hands on it?"
"Is this a business agreement or what?"
"Might be."
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