This is the story of a girl whose childhood left her feeling insecure, underconfident, and extremely introverted. Growing up under her parents' strict control, her life was limited to home, school, and coachingshe never had the opportunity to fully live. The relentless pressure to excel in academics weighed heavily on her, making her feel as if she existed solely to meet expectations. Friendships never came easy. She met people who lied, pretended, and never valued her. It seemed as though love itself was a cruel game; whenever she fell in love, the other person felt the same way but failed to embrace her. And when she finally found someone she truly loved, she made the heartbreaking decision to walk away—for their sake, not her own.

But this is a story of survival. She overcame her insecurities, found real friendships, and slowly, built the life she always longed for. This journal chronicles her journey from feeling invisible to finally being seen.